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Hello , I'm Farah Aqila .
18teen years old .
love to laugh .
i love my boyfriend :)

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kisah saya dgn awak part last ..
Sunday, December 5, 2010 |
wah ! macam xcaya j citew ni nak abes da.. hope korng still minat nk bce ending story nie,, :)..


sape sangka kn?pejam celik,pejam celik shila n amin da dkt 2bln couple..aww ! hope dorng kekal la kn.. shila da abes exam n tbe2 mmber2 shila ajk g kem prngkt negeri..cikgu nk 10 j..hoho ! sape xnk kn.. bkn sng nk trplih..so shila pown prg jela..ble da smpi uma shila trus text amin ckp yg dye nk g kem.. amin mcm nk xnk j bg..tp dye trpkse bg..sbb shila nk sgt kn.. then dorng text jela mcm biase smpi ari yg shila yg prg kem tu..shila ckp kt amin yg dye da dlm bas..amin just ckp oke sbb amin sdih n tkot rndu kt shila.. ble da dlm bas tu , shila text j amin smpi shila nk tido pown xsmpi hati sbb nk text dgn amin j..nnt 4hari xdpt text amin kn..tp shila trtdo jgkk nsb baek la amin phm.. then da nk smpi tu , shila ckp kt amin yg dye da nk smpi..kna stop msj dlu,love you, jgn gatal2 n TUNGGU shila blk.. amin just ckp oke,iloveyou too.. :(..hoho ! ble shila da smpi kem tu , shila trus kna bg pnhe kt urusetia time tu mmg shila ase nk nangis sbb xsmpt nk gtau pape kt amiin.. just dgn harapn amin phm npe dye xtext.. time kt kem tu , shila ad jumpa seorng bdk laki sebiji mcm mke amin.. shila tiap2 usha dak laki tu , sbb dye rndu kt amin.. lnsung xde niat laen..smpi bdk yg mcm mke amin tu prasan shila usha dye..tp shila lnsung xkesah sume tu .. bg shila if dye tgk mke bdk tu rndu shila kt amin akn ilg.. dgn harapan amin pown rndu dye jgk.. tiap2 before tido shila akn ckp whai langit , tlg smpi kn kt amin yg shila rnud sgt kt amin.. even shila taw mnde nie smua mngarut.. tp tu la yg shila akn if dye nk luah kn prasaan rndu dye.. :) .. then time last day before nk blk blk tu , shila plk kt khemah dgn mmber2..tbe2 urusetia psg lgu maher zain- THE REST OF MY LIFE.. aww.. time nie mmg shila nk mnangis kot ! sbb ase rndu giler2 kt amin.. esok tu shila da blk.. shila dpt hp turs text amin.. ckp shila rndu amin sgt2.. tp amin mcm da laen skit.. sbb text shila pown bkn mcm biase .. shila mlz nk pk.. shila wt jela mcm biase.. da smpi ruma tu shila trus online fb.. mnde wajib buat r kn.. heee.. shila bce wall amin..then amin ad ckp MISERABLE .. Shila da pelik da.. shila tnye amin npe tlis mcm tu, amin ckp xde pape la.. shila mls nk pkse.. so shila biar kn jela.. tp strt shila blk kem tu , amin mmg LAEN SANGAT-SANGAT.. :(..


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huhhhhhhh.. ad stu hari tu , amin ckp kt shila yg dye amin nk keje.. shila trus xde mood nk text sbb shila bkn xbg amin keje cme shila da ckup serik ble owng dye syg keje.. mst lau da keje nnt aminmst da strt ignore kn dye.. sbb tu shila xnk bg amin keje.. but shila majok n badmood amin lnsung da xkesah smua tu.. dye bia j shila majok.. mcm shila tu xde pape.. shila ngadu kt baity..baity pown mara amin tp amin ckp dye pown xtau npe amin jd mcm tu.. dye ase mcm diri dye yg skrng ni dri owng laen.. bkn diri dye.. :( .. tp siesly relation drong time nie mle da ilg kephman n ase gado j.. smpi kdg2 shila da giveup n xphm dgn amin.. ble shila mngadu kt baity , baity mst bgtau amin.. smpi ad stu mlm tu amin ckp yg DYE ASE MCM DA XNK AD RELATION DGN SAPE-SAPE.. huh ! amin... ! shila nie sape lau amin ase mcm tu.. :'(.. but shila ignore smua tu..shila syg sgt kt amin so dye xkn biarkn relation dorng break.. hope fuly*.. time baity gtau shila , shila buat mcm xde pape yg brlaku.. dye still lyn n try tarik prahatian amin.. tp =__= .. smua tu da xkn brlaku ..


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xlme lps tu , shila mngadu msalh nie kt adek(eeja).. eeja pown ckp yg dye da pnh lalui smua nie.. sys kna la saba skit.. niat shila just nk cerita kn msalh dye kt eeja.. but xsngka sgt eeja trus tlg amin dgn shila.. mcm2 eeja ckp but amin ttp dgn prasaan dye yg keliru..lnsung da mcm xnk lyn shila..smpi amin ckp dye xtau pe prasaan dye skunk.. aww ! sakitnye syggg.. ble amin ckp mcm tu..time tu,shila trus chat dgn amin n ckp yg dye nk break.. amin just ckp 'OKE N SORY BUAT YOUU MCM NIE'.. shila lnsng xtnjk yg time tu,aty dye mmg hancur gler2..da xtau nk wt pe lgg..then shila nk pergi hongkong for a few days..time tu , mmg shila da wsau gler sbb shila taw yg amin akn lg brubah ble shila prg hongkong..before nk prg hongkong tu , shila mintak nk jumpa amin before dye prg..nsb baek la amin nk jmp shila even shila tau sbnrnye amin da mlz nk jmpp.. ble shila n amin da jmp..shila pgg tgn amin , sndar kt bahu amin n plok amin.. shila bnyk kali ckp I SAYANG YOU .. smpi amin jwb yee , i tau u sygg i.. amin lnsung xbls LOVE YOU yg shila ckp.. bygkn betapa hncur n sedihnye hati nie ble amin xbls smua tu.. before shila naek flight shila pesan kt baity suh msj amin before dye tdo n ckp kt amin 'shila SAYANG DYE SANGAT'huhu..dlm flight tu , shila tgk j luar..dye xtau npe dye rndu sgt kt amin..and xabes2 dgr lgu yg amin ske gler( perfect two-auburn)..time shila kt hongkong tu , pale dye mmg kt amin j..risau sgt amin ad owng laen n da syg kt owng laen..even shila dgn amin da BREAK ! .. smpi ad stu mlm tu,baity msj ckp 'makcik gerammnye'.. ya ALLAH time nie mmg hati shila da risau gler sbb pk bkn2 sal amin.. smpi lnsung xde mood..oke ! shila nk blk kl da..time tu,mmg happy n takot..xtau pe yg akn jd dye smpi uma nnt..da smpi uma tu,trus text baity n tnye ape yg geram tu..fuh !! lega gler ble dye ckp xde kna mengena dgn amin..but baity ckp yg amin ad ckp cmtng time baity antr gudnite n shila sgt amin sgt3.. amin ckp 'dye wt aku ni MACAM BUDAK KECIK KN'..aminn ! smpi hatinye ckp shila mcm tu.. shila nk smua tu , sbb shila syg sgt kt amin.. tp xsngka yg amin mmg xpnh ad prasaan kt shila da.. ;(..


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ble da blk hongkong tu , amin n shila trus lost cntnct..smpi ad stu mlm tu,shila n baity trpk pasal incdent amin tu.. shila trus text amin n tnye dye adakah incdent tu,ad kna mengena dgn ex-gf dye..then amin ckp yee,ex-gf dye cri dye blk..time shila kt kem..huh ! time tu shila da ase tenang skit sbb finally dye dpt tau jgk ape incndt yg amin rhsiakn kn tu..shila tnye npe sbbkn ex dye,dye snggup wt shila mcm nie ? ape slh shila kt amin ? mne prg jnji amin dgn shila dlu ? then amin ckp ble ex gf dye cri dye blk life dye jd MISERABLE..huh ! shila tnye lg 'u,ad prsaan kt ex u lg'..then amin ckp xde just TERINGAT kt dyeee.. hmm.. argghh ! :'(..smpi hati amin kn..sbb kn ex gf dye,dye sggup wt shila mcm nie.. snggup buang shila mcm tu j..amin just ckp dye xtau..n tah ar..ble shila push dye dgn mcm2 soklan amin trus ckp LATER TEXT ! hmmm.. seee?amin da jd owng laen just sbb ex-gf dye.. ex-gf dye yg da pnh buang dye dlu..yg amin pnh ckp dye xkn lyn or trima ex dye blk..but now?hmm.. smua tu just ckp j.. lnsung TAK berguna.. start dri ari tu,shila mmg trkilan sgt dgn amin.. xsnka dorng ley break just sbb ex-gf amin.. n sbb tu jgk amin buang shila n lnsung da xsyg shilaa.. tnpa bgthu prkara yg sbrnye kt shilaaa..




tu la citew relation shila n amin..BERAKHIR dgn tnpa sbb yg KUKUH..n amin sng2 buang shila mcm sampah j.. dlu amin beria2 nk kt shila.. tp ble da dpt jd mcm ni plk ? adakah smua LELAKI begini ??


P/S:shila stiil syyg n tggu amin smpi skrng.. dgn HARAPAN amin akn syg shila mcm dlu..
(for you boy)'ILOVEYOU'..

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